19.4.08

liking the FEAR

Chatted to a friend today who tuned me into liking the 'fear' (watch and learn)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3vmpM2FGzU

There's so many emotions at the end of the season,
...and nobody likes to talk about it.
But one of them is FEAR.
Fear that you've come this far and it could all end.
The dream could die... but ME?
I like the fear...
It means I'm close...
it means-- I'm ready.

Talked to Shala today. I told her how loneliness was a reality people didn't like facing. I told her it was why people did the dumb things they do-- judge people or treat them less than they deserve or let them go even when there's a chance for love. People feared loneliness and they fear attachments. Sometimes I think I am one of them.

Yes, I like the fear.

Bring it on.